I normally don’t talk about myself a lot, especially about my problems.
I don’t do it because I don’t want to bring attention to myself and I don’t want people to feel sorry for me. I don’t want to bum people out with the stuff I am going through so I hold it in.
I know it’s not healthy but I do it anyway because everyone has problems and I don’t want others to take on mine as well.
And it’s not like I don’t like talking to other people. I get along easily with my friends and the people I meet.
That’s not the issue.
I just don’t want to, if that makes sense.
So I write.
That’s how I express myself.
It’s the only way I feel comfortable in expressing myself to and I kind of built my life around doing those things. And it’s not like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I have friends I know that are there for me but I still hold it in.
Again, I know it’s not healthy but I do it anyways and that’s probably why I feel like my head is always going to explode.